I am Jack's Ball of Fire


Its amazing to witness me being thrown left, right and centre without any immediate reaction or response. Einstein said that every action has its immediate reaction, but surprisingly I don't have any. Its like being a sponge and absorbing everything and never releasing anything. Buts its also amazing to see the chain reaction of a minute event like a splint inn Tyre would lead to delay to office, an abusive and frustrated boss and a bad day for a week to start. Its like a deja vu effect which keeps happening in again and again.



A frustrated soul is always frustrated. He has a fucked up work life which slowly works badly against his personal life with his family and friends on things you had never noticed before about yourself. Every Person you meet seems a jealousy point and success against your failure in everything around. Everything you do has a foretold result of failure. You create a ball of fire of anguish, frustration, depression, stress and you keep creating as much as possible.

You create cocoon of social barrier around the same. All until a perfect setting is enough for the ball to burst, as perfect as an embarrassing moment of stupidity. Its not easy to carry so much of it, a single thin breeze or a tiny pinch would lead you to explode and implode both ways. When a person is in such a situation, then every situation is from the outside of the presence. One more word of abuse at your work place could push you to tighten your grip on the arms of your chair, so tight that it may break out any moment and you breathe as much possible while all the air starts gushing into you bringing you to conscious and you scream out of your lungs- making every word you speak in-audible to hear. Suddenly everything Stops & You Wake Up

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